Monday, October 23, 2006

I love my friends

My brother finally sent me these pictures, from before I left for my trip over the summer. I love real friends, I'm so lucky.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

cock-rock-disco

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I love my dad.. I only see him every once in a while but its always a nice reunion.. I never felt close to my dad when I was young because he was a little bit distant emotionally, and felt that taking us on vacation and buying us things was all he had to do to be a good dad, he was always a nice guy, with the ocational crazyness but everyone knows him as being honest, loud, funny, popular and a big spender... when we lived in egypt we didn't get much closer because everyone was doing their own thing, and I would just go out, take the train, walk around, do my thing completely free and maybe once in a while we would sit and eat together, everyone was totally independent.. but the frequent vacations would bring us together.. I started to get much closer to him when I went to college, I lived away and still independent, but I felt more connected with him when we would meet.. anyway, I guess I am just being sentimental because I had a nice day yesturday with my dad.. he was so happy that I was there to have iftar with thim and he later woke me up to have so7oor (meal before sunrise in ramadan) for the last day of fasting.. he made me fava beans, boiled eggs, cheese and yougurt and brought it to my bedside, he was so happy that I was there with him, that made me really happy too.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

picture totally unrelated but I like it////////////////////////////////////////

Sunday, October 15, 2006


Schizophrenia isn't a real disease. Just a tool our society uses to deal with people who display socially unacceptable behavior-- that reminds me of how much I miss D.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Tomatina lost picture


this is very funny.. this russian girl who took a picture of us at La Tomatina actually emailed it to me today. very random.


o this was right before I got a big pair of scissors, went on my knees and cut Erik and Ken's jeans into little shorts as people were gazing in homo-erotic awe.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Thursday, October 05, 2006

party here party there



sleep scientist


everything will be the way you want it to be when you stop doubting that I love you.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

forgetting



Its been a month, its finally starting to sink in and the work and applications and projects and future travel are all pressing their weight on my shoulders...
although I have nothing to regret but last week I kept recalling some amazing people I spent time with this summer with home I had amazing human connections .. It was nice to meet these people and find them, I was lucky, but sometimes I was too happy about it that I didn't take advantage of other kinds of connections that we could have had.. I recall making out with a couple of guys with whome I could have probably had the most amazing fuck but instead I was like a happy little kid who didn't know what to do with all the attention.. I guess I regret not going with the flow sometimes and making things HOT.. if you know what I mean.

jajajaja. silly me.

it still happens, even here.